I paid my respects to my family and friends that have died in the wars. After much debate I decided against unpacking more of my stuff. I decided that today would be my super lazy, just stay in your pjs day...okay..so maybe going outside into the snow to play with the kitty was not smart and aggravated my fever...it was 5 minutes!!! I'm fine *pouts* arseholes...this is exactly why I don't like telling anyone I'm sick or if something is or might be wrong with me. This incessant over reaction to whatever. Although I could have been a lot nicer to my Mum about it instead of just blowing up in the bathroom, while she was giving me some kinda list of potential ailments (who really knows what that silly hypochondriac dreams up these days). I apologized for my overreaction and explained how I view things. Reminded her that regardless of what's going on with me, I'm still going to live my life. For the record, I'm not critically ill or dying...the only dying I've been doing recently is of boredom. The only thing I've been critically ill about is the level of research I've been doing for arseholes that won't really appreciate the finer points of it.
Regardless, I just...I'm sick of them seeing me as frail or fragile. I know I'm not the best at anything really. I know my health has always been sketchy at best (thank you genetics!) but I am still here. I'm stubborn. I got things I want to do. I like to adventure too much to die any time soon hahahaha I'm already mid-way through my latest list of things to do before I'm 40 ;) hahaha I can only imagine the look on some peoples faces if they seen the list of things I did during my twenties BWAHAHAHAHA!!! I have no shame...Thankfully, most people are sworn to secrecy :D
On a more funny note, this was the convo I later had once I located the evil spider that has been doing its dastardly deeds nightly...and startling me randomly...
Me: Hey MUM! I FINALLY FOUND THE SPIDER THAT SEEKS TO KILL ME IN MY SLEEP!
Mum: Well...who is it then?
Me: It's Daddy Long Legs.
Mum: Your Daddy doesn't have long legs.
Me: I meant the spider and I just realized how this sounds...
Mum starts blasting country music...
Daddy walks by with a swiffer
Me: Give it! I need to kill a spider and it's evil network.
Daddy: I'll be right back.
LOL You can totally tell Daddy cared and Mum was all "meh." Her indifference to my plight...hahahah Although I did request my Dad kill the one in the bathroom by the shower. I keep calling it "That pervert spider" because it only seems to show up when I am showering ;/ It's actually starting to weird me out a little. I don't even wanna know what it's thinking when it watches me...although I'm sure it's along the lines of "oooo! I'm gonna bite her right there...in that extra fleshy part" or something disturbing like that 0_0
As for my next adventure...maybe time travel. I could be a time pirate :D LOL kidding..kidding...but I do have a dream, a goal, an aspiration I do intend to reach someday.
So...on the note...
Have a good one me mateys ;)
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